Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Island in the Sun
I've got to stop seeing anything and everything as an obstacle.
Today I was just wondering what life would be like if I lived in New York, if my mother abused me, if I had a younger brother who was bullied, if I was an ex-goth turned mainstream, if I lived in an orphanage, if I moved to Rhode Island, if I was in love with a drug-dealing bully, if a timid, introverted son of a woman dying of cancer was in love with me, if I was in a classroom and suddenly stepped onto my desk and screamed at the teacher, "Fuck you!"
I've spent too long thinking about this, you can tell. Any life, any life but this.
Today I was just wondering what life would be like if I lived in New York, if my mother abused me, if I had a younger brother who was bullied, if I was an ex-goth turned mainstream, if I lived in an orphanage, if I moved to Rhode Island, if I was in love with a drug-dealing bully, if a timid, introverted son of a woman dying of cancer was in love with me, if I was in a classroom and suddenly stepped onto my desk and screamed at the teacher, "Fuck you!"
I've spent too long thinking about this, you can tell. Any life, any life but this.
# posted by me lah @ 10:22 pm 
